Lord, I know there are far worse things in life than the chaos thats my life.
But Lord, today was hard too.
I don't understand.
My struggles I'm sure are for YOUR Glory, but it still hurts.
I don't understand.
I've tried to keep my children's lives as normal as possible & fill the gap that they lack from not having a dad.
But it's hard. I just can't figure out how to do it all.
I have battled the pity party for a couple days now & I have quoted scripture and praised YOU.
I had a migraine today, work was I N S A N E, and I had to make a 10 yo girl into a munchkin by 5:30, and get 3 kids fed as well.
I can't do this. I'm speaking honestly. I just can't. You will have too.
I'm done.
Please send me help and hope.
love, me.
