Tonight Lord, I'm tired.
Physically, mentally, and Lord, I'm done.
My body is tired, my mind is gone, my eyes are tired of crying, and I'm done.
I don't understand so much of what is around me.
I'm tired of struggling.
I didn't ask for this to happen to me. The divorce, the unplanned pregnancy, the heartbreak, the hurt in my kids eyes when things didn't pan out.
I know there is a bigger purpose to this mess of a life, a grandeur scheme of things.
But tonight Lord.
I'm tired and sad.
Just get me through this night is all I ask. I will deal with tomorrow tomorrow, but tonight I've just got to survive.
waiting for the sunrise,
me.
