I’m fighting back tears already & it’s only 8:20 AM.
Richie left this past Thursday, I heard from him last night only 2 short messages.
I left several.
No offer of apology.
My heart is broken.
My tears are hot & want to flow down my face.
But I remain strong & I try to remain confident and faithful.
Faithful that God will save me.
But I don’t know how that will happen right now.
Then again I’m not suppose to know that.
I clicked on my phone messages & an old message came up, it was from him back in November and it told me that he loved me. UGH! I didn’t need that today. Not now.
Help me to keep it together Lord. Help me to remain strong & to get through this. I don’t know how I’m going to make it through this, please show me the steps to take.