I’m here on day 3 of returning to work.
My head swims with everything that I have going on around me.
The piles of work are separated, but thick with things that need to be concentrated on. But I have no concentration.
I have 1 thing on my mind, I want to go home.
I want to put my comfy clothes on and get Sophie & snuggle on the couch.
I want to watch Kennedy & Ian play the Wii & laugh.
I want to laugh.
I want to forget the world.
I want to just be with my kids.
I never imagined being in a relationship after my divorce. I had hope, but could never imagine it. I am not sure why, but never did.
I need this weekend to just escape from life.
I want to cry right now. I’m sure some of it is exhaustion, being overwhelmed, the fact that this relationship thing is unimaginably hard, and because I know I have decisions to make.
Lord, my faith is in YOU. My choice is loving YOU. Please Father, help me with these choices that I have in front of me. Make my path known.