Richie- I knew our good-bye was coming soon. What I didn't know was that it would come because you had a choice to make & wouldn't choose to change for us.
Your anger was too much. That was what I thought was the problem.
I've since discovered that was the only the result of you drinking again.
I've never dealt with this before.
All I can tell you is that the pain and anger I have felt in these last few days are the same from when I was left before.
I can't go back there.
Jesus- You promised that I wouldn't be left alone. Please don't leave me. I need you.