Sunday, April 6, 2014

Good Morning Lord

Good morning Lord,

I see through the blinds that the sun is shining & its going to be a pretty day.

I've got Sophie in the tub, had to after a round of fruit loops!

And yes Lord, we are planning on church.

Lord, Please Please Please let her go to the nursery.

I seen on fb where a friend of mine's young daughter had a baby. Lord, her family was so supportive! I wish mine were that way with Sophie. I never want her to know how they felt about her before she was born, but Lord…ugh is all I can say.

I have to forgive them for their actions and their words. After all it was YOUR Son who said it best when HE said "Father Forgive them for they know not what they do". How would they know years later that the words they said still cut to the core and that it was never forgotten.

I think about that and wonder about my own actions towards others. Have I done or said things to others that have been hurtful and long lasting? If so I beg for forgiveness from YOU and them. I cannot go to every person in my life and ask, so I simply implore for forgiveness.

I know that hurtful feelings and hard times often make us short with one another. As is the case with my cousin & her family who have betrayed me by going to my ex-husband. I forgive them because they don't know what they have done. They are unchurch, and being led not by YOU but by their selfish desires. Lord, let me know when I am being led by my selfishness and not by YOU, convict me and let me set straight the wrong path.

Lord, bless us today. Kennedy & Ian with a shield of protection and all of us with YOUR great love, favor and blessing.

Much love,