I didn't expect it.
But I got it.
Sometimes God seems to pour salt in our wounds & we wonder why. Why do I face this again.
What did I do to deserve this. Why do I have so many questions and no answers.
I loved like you said Lord. I believed without a doubt Lord. I hoped Lord. I made dreams Lord.
I prayed Lord. I followed YOUR Word Lord.
And yet here I am in tears again with a throbbing headache and even more questions.
I'm done with love. I'm through. I can't hurt anymore like this, it's not worth it.
Help me survive this Lord. My heart is broke.