Sunday, March 9, 2014



I didn't expect it.

But I got it.

Sometimes God seems to pour salt in our wounds & we wonder why. Why do I face this again.

What did I do to deserve this. Why do I have so many questions and no answers.

I loved like you said Lord. I believed without a doubt Lord. I hoped Lord. I made dreams Lord.

I prayed Lord. I followed YOUR Word Lord.

And yet here I am in tears again with a throbbing headache and even more questions.

I'm done with love. I'm through. I can't hurt anymore like this, it's not worth it.

Help me survive this Lord. My heart is broke.