Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Looking for help and hope...

Lord, I know there are far worse things in life than the chaos thats my life.

But Lord, today was hard too.

I don't understand.

My struggles I'm sure are for YOUR Glory, but it still hurts.

I don't understand.

I've tried to keep my children's lives as normal as possible & fill the gap that they lack from not having a dad.

But it's hard. I just can't figure out how to do it all.

I have battled the pity party for a couple days now & I have quoted scripture and praised YOU.
I had a migraine today, work was I N S A N E, and I had to make a 10 yo girl into a munchkin by 5:30, and get 3 kids fed as well.

I can't do this. I'm speaking honestly. I just can't. You will have too.

I'm done.

Please send me help and hope.

love, me.