Tuesday, March 18, 2014


Tonight Lord, I'm tired.

Physically, mentally, and Lord, I'm done.

My body is tired, my mind is gone, my eyes are tired of crying, and I'm done.

I don't understand so much of what is around me.

I'm tired of struggling.

I didn't ask for this to happen to me. The divorce, the unplanned pregnancy, the heartbreak, the hurt in my kids eyes when things didn't pan out.

I know there is a bigger purpose to this mess of a life, a grandeur scheme of things.

But tonight Lord.

I'm tired and sad.

Just get me through this night is all I ask. I will deal with tomorrow tomorrow, but tonight I've just got to survive.

waiting for the sunrise,