Tuesday, March 18, 2014

tired

Tonight Lord, I'm tired.

Physically, mentally, and Lord, I'm done.

My body is tired, my mind is gone, my eyes are tired of crying, and I'm done.

I don't understand so much of what is around me.

I'm tired of struggling.

I didn't ask for this to happen to me. The divorce, the unplanned pregnancy, the heartbreak, the hurt in my kids eyes when things didn't pan out.

I know there is a bigger purpose to this mess of a life, a grandeur scheme of things.

But tonight Lord.

I'm tired and sad.

Just get me through this night is all I ask. I will deal with tomorrow tomorrow, but tonight I've just got to survive.

waiting for the sunrise,

me.